I love the idea of blogging, and have several blogs that I read on a daily basis. These bloggers are amazing, and each time I sit down to read their blogs I feel like I'm catching up with an old friend. I love reading their posts, peeking into their daily lives, and finding inspiration for teaching, decorating, parenting and more. I admire and respect these women!!!
About a two years ago, when I started this blog, I'd decided I was going to become the next great teacher blogging super star. I was going to have the greatest, most mind blowing ideas. People where going to flock to my page, seek my advice and want to buy any and all products that I created. I pumped myself up to become this great, new and improved version of myself, based on someone else.
**In full disclosure: I also thought I would some how become so much more trendy, have a picture ready home at all hours of the day and have kids who were always perfectly clean and looked like they stepped out of a baby gap ad. Now, I knew perfectly well, that my favorite bloggers don't live like this all the time, and that there blogs were snapshots of the good days. Yet, somewhere in my subconscious I began to put pressure on myself to fit this mold I had created.
Turns out. . . I. Couldn't. Do. It! It just wasn't me.
I found myself, pushing my family and students aside to create a perfect post, to complete x number of posts a week, to network and try to build readers. I was spread too thin and not giving any part of my life 100%. So, I stopped. I stopped blogging, stopped the pressure and refocused on what was important at that moment in my life.
Fast forward to today. This blog has popped into my mind often over the past year or so. I did love having my own little spot to keep and call my own, but the way I had been going about it was all wrong.
So, here I am now, ready to give this a shot once again, but on my own terms. I will blog when the mood strikes, and I will blog for me. If other people choose to follow along, great! The more the merrier!!
The Cozy Classroom will be about my adventures in the classroom of Life. Life as a mom, wife, teacher, semi-foodie, wanna be interior decorator, coffee drinking, imperfectly perfect, hot mess!